finally its THE DAY =D
as days get nearer, the more i get excited about today.
cox its such an important day, to me.
one year. finally~ LOL. =p
my first time getting into a relationship, seriously.
my first time having a first year .
my first time having OUR first year.
nonethelessly, all the fantasy-lic imagination has been running through my mind all the while.
but.. sadly. none of it came in reality. =[
ytd midnight already not very good.
sort of tiff between us. regarding? this. -.-
saw the msg, dunno wat was in my mind, tears roll out uncontrollably.
today. end sku immediately went to his house.
slp till 5 plus. den after tt change n meet nana at hub for dinner.
expected at least something. at least a dinner or something. none in the end.
even till now. nothing came out.
what to do?
only to blame myself for getting an un-romantic bf. can't complain anyway. =[
10 minutes or so later. its tomorrow. and today will be gone. forever.
definitely, this will leave something in my heart.
nothing is done. that's why it would be ETCHED.
today, leaving that time, was kinda hostile.
can't control anymore. got on the cab, on the verge of tearing.
why? perhaps due to disappointment?
really, it's more of disappointment and heartbreaking than angry.
in fact, theres nothing for me to be angry about.
maybe to guys, this is nothing. it's just another day.
to girls, it is something. in fact, a BIG thing. never mind anymore.
was really really in a foul mood all day long.
but after eating with nana, was rather light hearted. =]
food did cheer me up! =D
n of course. nana has been a very good sister to me too =]
i really dunno how to describe my feelings anymore.
saying that its a regret, like too serious liao.
maybe jus very sian tt im spending it in this way though.
actually i don't mind a belated celebration. at least it's better than nothing. =x
again! vivian lai! what are u doing again?! =.=
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