30 July 2009

CURIOSITY SUCKS

i hate this i hate it i hate i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is curiosity appearing in my life??!
can't i just remove it in my character?!
i hate it hate it to the fucking core!!!!
seriously i just fucking hate it to the extent of don't mind losing something just to fling it off my life!!! i really fucking hate this feeling!!!
at the first place, i shouldn't have mention the topic.
i don't intend to lead it there but somehow the conversation just lead it there.
i dont wanna dont wanna think about that?!
perhaps im just a spoilt princess. as long as i dont get what i want, i will start to become very helpless and depressed. i can't help it. it's not something i can control. i have to admit it. its just in my fucking element. i really dont like dont like HATE HATE being n getting CURIOUS! why cant u just tell me where?! den i would not ask any further. den i wouldn't think any further!! nvm. can blame no one. its my fucking curiosity that's acting up. i just fucking hate myself for it. FUCK!
finally i sort of understand why baobei will cry when she knew something about ali. at tt point in time, i find it abit pointless crying about that. and now. me. is freaking depressed about something similar. fuck it!!!!
never mind about that. i shall just continue in this state, and wait for someone or something save me out of my depressed world.

*pardon for excessive vulgarities*

~END~

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