19 March 2009

accumulation sucks

when 1 stuff happens, it doesnt seems significant.
but when more than 1 stuff happens at the same moment, it does exists unknowingly.
everything is in a total mess, including me and you.
unknown pressure is piling in me.
is this a wrong step? i don't really know.
why must you n you n you say all these stuffs to me?!
i dont want to listen, DONT WANT!
spare me from all these, please!
at least for now.
i know what im doing, i really know.
dont always think that im a kid and so you have to GUIDE me along.
advices are meant to listen and to heed and NOT to act accordingly.
just because you meant something to me and so i have to listen and follow.
NO! it doesnt work this way alright?
i dont know what to do and there's nothing i can do.
there's only one sentence that continuously mushroomed in my head : " how i wish..."
if IF really exist, i guess.. things would be much more easy.
totally PHUCKED UP


~END~

♥ stucked ♥
9:07:00 pm

Vivian Lai.

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I WANT I WANT.

JOBS
driving license
LV multicolore WHITE belt
ribbon ballet type of heels/wedges

Over Over.


DILI DALA.



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