DISTANCE IS PROPORTIONAL TO TIME
D=kT
K is a constant
this is the 1st eqn that i have come out today.
i really find this eqn very realistic and really explains my present situation.
i dont know why, just find that our distance is getting further n further apart.
not in physical but 'chemically'.
perhaps is cox i am cannot make it for some outings.
perhaps is you're starting to dislike me, therefore started to have own grp.
but its alright.
我不管,也管不了.
everyone has their own choices.
强求回来的是没有幸福的。
i just find that i have already been tired that every year there's AT LEAST 1 thing that happen to make me hurt.
i am not surprised about that.
i am really looking forward to going back kl now, really.
cox in this case, i wun have to face you'all for some time.
mayb when things have settle down, you're may miss me or may have forgot about my presence.
everytime i go back kl, i realise that the distance drawn aprt is larger again.
but no choice.
it's ok to have whispers, i wont ask, cox if i have, i'm afraid that you're might dislike me.
it up to u're to say it, choose to say, i will listen, not to say, i will try my best to forget about this moment.
as mention before in chinese, you will never know how hurt i am when whispers and laughters w/o me.
conclude, trust me. i really treasure you'all. every single one of you.
sorry for being straightforward. i am merely voicing out my thoughts. no other meanings.
P.S. i am not referring to any one, but some. so when read, dont guess if its you or not. 
