18 September 2007

contradicting

i find myself real contradicting. i am elater cox i passed both my Maths n scored not bad for my ss. but quite disappointed with myself failing bio. felt so guilty but expected as i didnt study much and like last minute. so sian la.
i have just scheduled a timetable for myself. i was shocked by my own timetable. it was very INTENSIVE. although i would easily give up but then i will try my best to follow it as much as possible.

to people i am in good terms with: sorry for some harsh words sometimes. i have already controlled myself not to say it. but sometimes i really could not control and just blurt out of my mouth. it may be harsh but i really do not mean it. as you all know, i am the kind of people who is 直肠直肚de. what i think i will just say out. sometimes i mean it when i say somethings but you all do not seems to treat it seriously. its really very say being left out. but then i just consolate myself with some other things. i think that i am not confident enough or maybe i am really not a good fren? i find that what i have been thinking is getting more n more immature. i will try to change. tts all.

dont ask me why i wrote this. it is just merely how i feel through the years.

♥ stucked ♥
10:36:00 pm

Vivian Lai.

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