27 August 2006

PRESSURIZE!!!! :@

haix.. g0t back all my results.. n g0t 2 n0e tt i haf failed 3 subjects!!! ah!! h0w m i gg 2 tel my mum tt? haix.. n0 idea wats goona happen.. i fail my bio, a n e maths! haix.. wat m0re can i d0? tcher went 2 US n study.. teacher sibeh jalat.. haix.. 4gt it..

n las week was e worst week i had.. ever since im schooling.. i feel veh nan3 guo4.. y she jus doesn't 4gif me?? i haf sent a msg 2 her everyday 2 apologise.. n she refuse 2 tok 2 me.. i tot we wud b best frens owaes.. i haf heard lots of her 'stories' but i believe tt she haf changed.. n i wil owaes believe tt.. but.... shi4 shi4 nan2 liao4.. haix.. hu could predict e future? haix.. on fri another fren jus suddenly cold 2 me.. haix.. msg her oso nv reply.. i was hurt.. but nth can b done.. HELPLESS!!!

1st is studies, 2nd is frenship, 3rd is cca.. haix.. i jus could not understan.. y mux a grp of ppl b separated in2 2?? haix.. y mux it b lyk tt? was kinda scolded by ah tou n cried but n0t c0x of her scolding but c0x of sum factors.. anyway i jus n0t c0x of ur scolding n cried.. im n0t s0 fragile la.. dun blame urself.. haix.. jus saw a fren's blog n i laugh til cant describe.. haix.. she lyk alot of hello.. puh lease.. if i can simply imagine her actions.. haha..

thru tis week.. e hapiest ting tt i g0t n which can make me 4gt every unhapi tings is during e games n activities tym.. ppl shd n0e.. haha.. but after tt.. unhappy tings jus crawl up my brains n stop myself n0t 2 tink of it..

2 b honest.. i could omost broke my record.. i cried dunn0 h0w many tyms thru tis week.. which i can say is uncountable.. haix.. wat haf been done is done.. wat i can do i oso do le.. wat m0re can i d0? jus get sad n cry lo! cry can release my pain.. thru s0 many tings.. in conclusion.. i can onli say.. i cherish e happy days we had.. n i wished tt we could jus stop at tt moment.. but cruel tym jus left it behind w/o any traces.. wat m0re can i d0? but jus 2 wait 4 her 2 forgif me.. n0 matter wat.. i wil stil regard her s my fren.. all depends on her.................

i may b strong on e outside but n0t inside.. i may b strong at work n cca or mayb relationships.. but n0t in frenship... thru yers.. i found tt i m rly fragile when it comes 2 frenship.. gtg le.. 2 slp in order 2 stop my tears from flowing......... T_T

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